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Wednesday, December 11, 2013

If God is for Us...

Art by Tabitha Seaton

I have worked on commission for people needing art in the past and I still do from time to time.

But, this is not my passion or the legacy I want to leave here.

One client I worked for in the past confronted me about my art. They warned me not to be so open and free with my ideas. They fearfully thought & warned that people of the world could take advantage and steal my ideas and claim them for their own benefit.

This may be true... and I thought about it for a few seconds.

But, I feel the Spirit took away all fear of that fairly quickly.

I felt as though these ideas were from God, He gave them to me. So, it is my duty to unselfishly give them back to my neighbor to further His kingdom.

I should not hoard my ideas away and wait to be discovered...

Since I was saved, I have a new perspective on things, a more eternal outlook.

I think that if I died tomorrow (which in my life I have found is very unpredictable),

what will matter most?

Hide your ideas, His word, my light, my Spirit and possibly loose earthly treasure

Show my ideas, His word, my light, my Spirit and be promised eternal treasures?

HMMMMMMM... I prefer the second one.

If some person of this world were to "steal my ideas" or take my poems of faith and use them as their own, that would be hypocritical anyways. Why would a person steal God's words? These 2 things do not sit parallel together. If a person stole something of mine that I made for Him, then they are stealing from God... therefor, He will judge. I will probably never know they did, but He will.

"If God is for Me, who can be against me?"

He is my lawyer, He rules supreme, and It is His decision that will be the last.

So, knowing this, claiming it as truth, I am not afraid or worried about this

AT ALL!

I am not selfish with my art that applies to my faith because in in reality, it is not mine... it is His.

The whole purpose it to take what God gave me and pass it around to help others.

God's word is FILLED with this perspective as a Commandment!

If His desire for me is to be a fisher of men,

I using my art as my bait...

and I am not about to ask those fish for money!

People are always saying, "You should sell this" or "you forgot to sign this".

I do not do work for the purpose of selling

(although if somebody insists or initiates, I will consider).

I really just create my faith art as a means of personally connecting myself (or others in turn) to Christ. Creating is my main way of worship. When I create, I get "in the zone". My mind disappears to another place where I lose track of my surroundings

(time, stress, eating, others and myself really).

These are physical things that I escape. I move to the Spirit Realm.

This is how we are told to worship Him...

John 4:24

"God is spirit, and His worshipers must worship in the Spirit and in truth."

Spirit is unseen, not of this world. So we must make our minds leave HERE to get THERE

so we can SEE HIM with the eyes of our hearts.

I am not looking for money or fame or anything of this world that will not last.

Isaiah 40:8

"The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our God will stand forever."

If I do not want to get "paid" by this world for what I share,

because the prize I receive here will wither when I leave.

Matthew 6:19-21

“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. ²⁰But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. ²¹For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

2 Corinthians 4:18

"So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."

I encourage you

to find your way of "worship".

What gets you "lost".

What makes you forget the world?

If you don't know, pray for God to reveal it to you, or give you something.

When you find it, use it to glorify Him.

Let Him steal your show!

Cause I know, "I don't want to gain the whole world and lose my soul".

Listen to "Lose My Soul" by Toby Mac

here on YouTube VEVO

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=coHKdhAZ9hU&list=PL5A5A54FBA6C75816

Monday, December 9, 2013

Being Patience for His Gifts... my first Christmas as a young widow.

This will be our first Christmas without having Shannon here.

My husband, Shannon, passed away almost five months ago and I have been dreading Christmas since. He LOVED Christmas.

As a woman of faith, hope set in very soon after Shannon past. Instead of looking back, I looked forward. Although I was missing Shannon, I was looking forward to what God had planned for us. His plan was a total mystery to me. Why did He take Shannon? Why now? These were not questions rooted in doubt or hate, but mystery, curiosity and excitement. I could not even understand my own emotions because to this natural world, they seem odd. Even to me, a woman of faith, I questioned my grief. Was I doing it right? How was I excited so soon into it all? I still do not know, except for the fact that I have a close connection to Christ. When I found Shannon on the lawn where he passed, I felt a flood of peace run over me as I prayed in the Spirit over him. I think this was a gift God gave me. That is all I can give as an explanation. The world may think I am heartless to be so accepting & understanding soon after my husband passed, but it's MY grief.

Through my experience, it's not lacking heart...it is more like

GOD HAS MY HEART and HE GIVES ME PEACE.

After about a month, I began to be very anxious about my future.

I wrote many blog post about this feeling and made many videos about it as well (see below).

It was intense! I was a little worried about being alone FOREVER and having to be single.

I was dependent on Shannon for SO MUCH! He spoiled me with love, encouragement, care, cleaning, cooking, bills, and lots more for us as a family. He worked hard and now it was me having to take all I knew (very little) and all my strength to work, raise my family, and keep up with all life requires. I was not used to being in charge!

I was lost... and incredibly lonely.

I wanted to have something happen NOW! I knew I wanted to follow His plan, but kept asking Him to hurry it up! I "hear" God's voice often. This is because I open up to Him regularly, not matter what the circumstance or mood I may be in. Like a loving father, When I would question His ways... He would give me a wise answer. He began showing me in my mind a caterpillar entering a pupa state and resting. I understood what He meant, tried to rest up and let Him transform me, but it was not fun... it was lonely. I wanted to move, have excitement, look forward to something, LIVE! I did not really like the idea of being a fat lazy caterpillar, so I kinda ignored this Heavenly vision. I still asked God, hoping for a different answer. The second time, He showed me a beautiful lit up Christmas tree in the corner of our living room with Shannon's green lounge chair stretched a distance away. The tree was fixed up just like Shannon would have set it up if he were here. God showed me the presents beneath and told me they were the gifts He promised me for our future. He let me know that he DID have big plans for me and my family. But, that for now, He wanted me to not worry about them and focus on the moment at hand. I could wonder and be excited, but not worry or try to impatiently plan my own gifts. He told me that even if I did open the gifts now, I would not be able to use, appreciate, or understand them. He has to teach me slowly all His ways before I can comprehend his plan and the gifts it contains. He told me that instead of sitting by the tree waiting, there was a way to make it "faster". He wanted me to sit with Him in Shannon's green chair and just look at the tree with Him. Just be still, peaceful, and talk to Him while we waited... together. I did like this idea better than the caterpillar... But still, my Heavenly Father was not giving His spoiled little girl the answer she wanted...

I don't want to SIT STILL! I want it my way and fast!

(Verruca Salt style)

So, I guess you could say I somewhat ventured on my own to find ways to "fill" my desires. Filling my life with things that made me temporarily happy and less lonely. Unknowingly, these things became my "God" and a lesser form of Idolatry. When I left His will. I left Him for a bit. I was not talking to Him anymore. Or, when I tried, it was just awkward and insincere. I had no peace.

So, I prayed my pruning prayer... a prayer I often do when I am seriously seeking His will.

see here...

Video and Past Blog Post

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDoF_x-YLCo)

(http://thelostsocklife.blogspot.com/2013/10/prune-my-passions-of-gardener-of-grace.html)

When I stepped back pruned hearted and changed my perspective... I realized what I was doing, which didn't seem wrong really, was NOT what He wanted, I realized I was hurting him by pushing His plan away. He wanted to spend time with me, but like a child, I was refusing. Just like a kid, I wanted to do it all by myself. I thought I knew better than my father. His ideas take too long! But, a mansion is not built in one day. Nothing good comes fast! If I wanted a good home to live in forever that lasted, would I want it built quickly? What was I rushing, and what was I missing out on? Sometimes a person wants you to love them and spend time with them, but when you refuse them, it is hurtful. You quit asking cause you know you can't MAKE anyone love you. And if you ahve to ASK, the act of them "loving" you seems insincere. So, You have to just patiently sit and wait for them to realize your love. That was what God did..

He waited for me while I wouldn't wait for Him.

I was so mad at myself for refusing His request to spend time with Him intimately. I then remembered when I was married to Shannon and I became recreated in Christ. In the beginning, I wanted so bad to just lock myself in my closet and worship Him in my Secret Place... but I wasn't sure if Shannon would understand. He would wonder where I was. I was not strong enough to explain to him the importance of being ALONE and STILL with Christ.

At that time, my deepest desire was to just be alone the Father.

I just wanted CHRIST ALONE!

Well, now, there was no other man here stopping me.

God was my new husband, and he WANTED ME!

So, that was I waiting for!!!???

Why was I fighting Him? Why was I running?

It reminded me of this song by Tenth Avenue North called, By Your Side.

Watch and Listen here ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xHgNCj4DU_M

In the same way that you can't MAKE somebody love you,

You can't MAKE things happen!

If you try to force situations or relationships outside of His plan, you are messing with His masterpiece, conducting His symphony! We cannot teach the Teacher! We cannot out-master the Master. It will just turn out bringing you shame, rejection, pain, regret, fear, grief, or total heartache. When you realize the mess you made all by yourself, God will lovingly clean it up for you

all by Himself (it's called Grace)! And while your Savior is on His holy knees cleaning up your mess, sifting through the wrapping paper you just HAD TO tear off, He will not condemn you. That shame you hold... He will hear it like a messy bib and take the blame (it's called the Cross).

"For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him." John 3:17

But in the foolish process.. you lost precious time. In the end, it takes even LONGER than it should have for His plan to work out. We ruin HIS perfect plan by becoming impatient and stubborn.

So, after I asked my Father and He gave me an answer... I did not listen the first or second time.

So, now, after wasting some heartache and valuable time, I am here to listen and love.

I am going to rest, let Him lead while I sit in His Presence trusting His plan.

I will wait for HIS gift. He knows me better than I know myself, He MADE ME! So, He knows what kind of gift I would love.

HE GIVES PERFECT PRESENTS!

James 1:17

"Every good and perfect gift comes from Him.

Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning."

Matthew 7:11

Heavenly Father knows how to give good Gifts.

"If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!"

HE PROMISES HOPE & FUTURE

Jeremiah 29:11

He promises good things to come from His plan...

"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

I HEAR HIS VOICE...
Sheep are dumb, ok! They know nothing without guidance. There is no coincidence His word compares us to them. I do better in life when I humble myself and am totally reliant of my Shepard. You cannot hear Him if all you hear is YOURSELF!
John 10:27
"My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me; and I give eternal life to them, and they will never perish; and no one will snatch them out of My hand.…"

HIS WAY BRINGS PEACE, OURS IS FOOLISHNESS.

only a fool follows foolishness.

Make a mistake once, you are naive and normal. Do it again, you are a FOOL!

Psalm 85:8

"I listen carefully to what God the LORD is saying, for he speaks peace to his faithful people. But let them not return to their foolish ways."

May God Bless whoever reads this and may my words here bring comfort and knowledge for them to apply to their life and increase their closeness to the Father...

PEACE BE WITH YOU,

Tabitha, the Lost Sock

Saturday, June 15, 2013

Using you gifts to give back to the World...

I remember when I first truly came to know of God's love, all I could do was share my experience with everyone I knew. I felt like a volcano that just had to burst out and spill God's love over the world. I was unstoppable and on fire! I strongly believe that when we are filled up with something from the Lord, that He wants us to use what we were filled with and spill it out to others as a testimony of His love. The lord will fill us up to overflowing! Psalm 23:5 says that our cups runneth over and God provides us with more than we need. He does this out of love for not only us, but in hopes that we will use what is running over to give to others. He gives us more than we can contain in our own life, wanting us in turn to spill out to others what He gives. When we are done, dry, and thirsty... He fills us again. God has an unending supply of His love and is waiting for us to just open up our mouths and ask! Psalm 81:10 says that if we open our mouths wide He will fill it. (John 4:14, John & 6:35) If we let His blessings sit inside ourselves selfishly, they become stagnant, useless, and harmful. James 2:17 says that when we have faith in God and experience and know His love, but do not act upon it by working for and sharing with others, our faith is dead. God's love itself should make us automatically want to give and share what we have been given. 1 John 3:19 says that we love because He loved us first. It is an automatic response to His touch. Everything good in our lives is from God. His word says so...James 1:17.

God gave us all a light. We are supposed to use out light to shine to others to help them see the way to His love. Our talents can be our light! We can use what he has given to help others see Him more clearly through what we create and our actions. Love moves, it acts, it sings, it jumps, it sews, it cooks, it cares, it mends, it is NOT sitting stagnant!

Matthew 5:14-16
"You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. In the same way, let you light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in Heaven."

Use your gift and talent to glorify God, not glorify yourself. 1 Peter 4:10-11 says "As each has received a gift, use it to serve one another, as good stewards of God's varied grace... In everything God may be glorified through Jesus Christ. To him belong the glory and dominion forever and ever. Amen.
If your audience does not appreciate or understand what you are trying to communicate, God knows our hearts and theirs too. Just do it anyway! So, whatever you gift or talent is, "work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ. For the wrongdoer will be pain back for the wrong he has done, and there is no partiality," Colossians 3:23

2 Corinthians 8:8-9

I say this not as a command, but to prove by the earnestness of others that your love also is genuine. For you know the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, that though he was rich, yet for your sake he became poor, so that you by his poverty might become rich.

all Artwork below by Tabitha Seaton

Whether you create music, a theatrical scene, a dance, art, a feast... whatever,

create for your Creator.

Colossians 3:23

If you are working for the Lord, whatever it is that you are doing will be blessed.

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